Have you enjoyed the holidays? Most of us like holidays...those special times when the routine of the world seems to stop for awhile and we are transported into a new arena for a few hours or days. Christmas and New Years comprise such a time.
Those words come from a gift I found that brought joy to my heart this Christmas. The gift was hidden beneath piles of papers; the words above were penned by Dr. Jerry Hayner (January-1996) in his weekly column in our church newsletter entitled...”In The Meantime.”
A few weeks before the onset of the holiday season, my heart was heavy as I wrestled with decisions that rested solely on my shoulders. I have found that a loved one is missed most at such times. Determined to embrace independence and not be a burden is hard...even for the strong cookies who vow not to crumble.
My mornings begin before the sun brings light and warmth to our little corner of the world. This quiet time with my Father sets the tone for my day. It’s ironic that for thirty plus years, I yearned for retirement, when I could sleep late and say good by to an annoying alarm clock. I remember those cold mornings when we’d hit the snooze and say ‘five more minutes’ to cozy cuddling. Things change with new seasons in our lives. Rising early to study His Word and pray brings warmth and joy to my heart and home. I encourage you to make this a resolution with the dawning of a new year. Putting God first in our morning makes a difference in our day-our lives-our eternity! Often, spending time with our Father is squeezed to mere leftovers at the end of a long, grueling day. Confessing that you’re not an early riser is no excuse. We are quick to get up and go for things that we desire...ballgames, shopping, vacations; what could be more important than giving those first few minutes to the One who gives us life? When we spring from our warm, comfortable beds to talk with Him, He will walk with us throughout the day. Try it; your alarm clock will become obsolete as you rise and shine, yearning for uninterrupted time with your heavenly Father.
This cold December morning, my feelings were tangled as I plopped down on a chair beside my bed-staring in space...sinking in sadness. No particular reason pulled me toward this pit, but I was determined not to get stuck. The enemy plans every ploy possible to persecute, trapping us in pits of pity, anger, fear, and hopelessness. If we are to defeat the enemy, we must be grounded in God and never let down our guard. Studying His Word and spending time in prayer and meditation keeps us close to our Father God while empowering us to refuse the devil’s attempts to control our lives. Accepting God’s love and mercy, grace and goodness... gives freedom; we never have to live in despair and depression when we walk with God.
Beside my chair sat a wooden box bearing lighthouses and holding treasures from our lifetime. A strong sensation compelled me to lift it to my lap and look through Tim’s things. A bright, red folder caught my attention. Tim’s handwriting took me back to 1996 when he was chairman of deacons in our church. I held the folder close to my heart, then spent hours reading and remembering. That year, our interim pastor passed away. I held the paper in my hands where Tim made quick notes to share the sad news with our congregation the Sunday morning Dr. Hayner went to be with Jesus. Tim wrote, “Dr. Hayner’s impact...few men in my lifetime had this impact...my dad, Mr. Jones, and Dr. Hayner. He taught us to Do, Go, Be, that we are not made for mountaintops but for valleys...every day not just Sunday/ Monday thru Sunday, going into the real world where people are lost and need to be saved, where people are hurting and need healing, where people weep and need tears dried. My friend, Jerry Hayner, always had the right words for children, elderly, sick ones, for every situation and circumstance. Self was secondary as he continued to work in his own sickness. He even had words for today...’In The Meantime’. His ministry was one of Action, teaching us to give and receive blessings. The church is to be in the world, where Jesus would be were he still with us in the flesh. Our reason for being...to put people in touch with God. The church must seek-not wait. He taught us to have a strong prayer life, to seek God’s will. It is hard to understand but we must remember that God does not make mistakes.”
I closed the folder and opened my heart. I prayed and praised my Father through my tears and thanked Him for leading me to this special gift. It seemed like yesterday when Tim stood and shared his words of comfort with our church family. I remembered how proud I was of him that day, that year, every year of our lifetime together. Oh, how we loved Christmas! We hid special gifts for one another and had the time of our lives searching for them...when Santa finished his work. Finding my diamond on our Christmas tree was tops...until this year when I found the bright, red folder in our wooden box. My tears of joy told Jesus how happy I was that He led me to Tim’s gift this Christmas. There was a sweet, sweet spirit in my bedroom and in my heart...and I knew it was the spirit of the Lord.
God never fails us, for He sent His Son...a gift of love and sacrifice for all mankind. He smiled on me this Christmas with a gift that tenders my heart and touches eternity...forever and ever. As we celebrate a new year, let us remember that we are not made for mountaintops. We are to share His love...Do, Go, Be...every day, not just on Sundays. Let us go into the real world to help those who are lost become saved, those hurting receive healing, and those weeping find peace. Let us dry their tears and bring them joy by helping them find the greatest gift of all...Jesus. Greeting a new year brings reflection and renewal. While many worries and woes leave us to wonder how, why, what are we to do...we must fuel our faith and believe these words...”It is hard to understand but we must remember that God does not make mistakes.” And He doesn’t! He is always there to help us make those tough decisions and climb one more hill; we are never alone when we look and listen to our Father. May 2009 be a year filled with blessings, a closer walk with Jesus, and beautiful memories made with those you love and cherish. Rise and shine in 2009-give God your first few minutes each day, your first fruits, and He will become your very best friend...forever and ever. Amen!